I’m worried about Boo post op, so my concern woke me up at 4:15 with no way of getting back down. Strangely in my dream I was president Flumpsch. The words I woke with were “You think you can impeach me?” Then I remembered I’m just this guy in London. I was completely aware I was in the wrong, completely aware I was untouchable. Full of love for my dream self, utterly convinced I was right in every way and thinking I’m so so clever. I think I genuinely might have wandered unguarded into his energy. Not a good place. I’ve not been paying so much attention lately to where I wander. Maybe my dream self was attempting – succeeding – some kind of “inception.” I learnt many years ago that I’m pretty monstrous in my lucid dreams, to the extent I can talk about it here without concern of attack. People have tried. But this was a lazy dream, a wandering, unguarded. Best step it up.
It’s horrid to think too much about what is happening, what is going to happen. We have to bin these ideas of “left” and “right”. I watched some eejit in Munich make a meal out of some guy who was outside an abortion clinic in the UK “praying” and who had the book thrown at him cus he refused to leave a legal exclusion zone after over an hour of peaceful “mate I’m gonna have to arrest you unless you move 100 metres over there” “I’m praying.” “yeah but I’m gonna lose my job if I don’t arrest you for praying here. It’s a technical thing, but there’s a new law. You just need to move over there.” “I’m praying. Leave me alone you’re invalidating my etc etc.” So this twit made himself an example, with his costs covered of course, just in order that some initialed moron can bring it up as an example of the UK being off track, cus abortion stuff, weirdly that stuff plays big in America. They are still a very young society in so many ways, young in their religion, culturally. Rich teenagers. Abortion obviously isn’t a trigger issue here… Maybe there are some youth being radicalised online over here now and we will go backwards. But… we all need perspective and the guys driving the bus right now are the extension of incels after they’ve got rich and realised some people can be bought. No compassion. Vast fear and distaste for “other”
The machine in America doesn’t care about anything but America, but we might get left behind by them if we don’t lick their balls. Starmer is enough of a toady that we’ll get carried right until we’re dropped. But how can anyone look at this crimepist as he dismantles that hallowed constitution and think anything but that we are about to dive into a hellscsape for anyone “different”? But… this is us now, the UK are swept up in it until we are dropped.
They even dropped craycray Farage, most likely cos Farage is too reasonable for them. Step up Lawrence Fox, maybe? It’s about resources ultimately so … Blumpfk knows things are running out globally on both sides of the Mexican Ocean. He’s banked on the old system hard though. He’s 100 years oldish. He’s old school oilcentric. But … just take a moment to imagine him in kindergarten. Who did the toys belong to? How did he behave when he didn’t get his way? Was he a nice boy?
Nothing changes but everything changes. We have to start paying attention to the little normalisations. There are swathes of people being umbrellaed into some idea of wrong. Balls. Every single individual, including Scklumpff, must be looked at individually. Take expectation out. Take out fear. Find the hearts and see what they value. The polarisation currently is about “humans” vs “safety from other”. The voice that is concerned about the other is prevalent. “Other” is annoyingly subjective, and has been weaponised as such. ‘human” has also been weaponised, weirdly, and the confusion and amplification of said confusion around ‘identity” stuff JUST LET PEOPLE BE WHO THEY ARE, ALL THE NOISE IS NEGATIVE. Have we entrenched too far? I see both sides… I grew up protective, and would likely have remained so had I not been unsubtly given clear messages that I was too brown to be part of the club, with a decorated Spanish grandfather who fought in fucking WW2. FFS, as they say. But, these people are morons. If I got that, what the hell is reserved for people less palatable to these idiots? Cos they still have a voice, amplified in America through this heavy sad dark selfish hunched rough beast his hour come round at last.
Sorry. Shouldn’t let these thoughts in. But I’ve been up since 4. Met my brother for a pint and then I put my fingers down my throat as soon as I got home. My body doesn’t want booze right now. Sleep? Yeah it wants that. I’ll be down shortly, maybe dreaming into a daytime Potus again, I hope not. Poor Boo. She hates that cone. I think a bit of water and a brush of the pegs and I’ll be flat out. Maybe I’ll find Putin this time. What a pair of old fuckers. Could this fuckery be the death throe of the patriarchy? insha’Allah. And I say that partly to piss off the shuttered and partly cos in the end everything is the will of God, whatever name you have for her.
AlBarclay 